sweating!

wohuuuu!!!!
feel great after exercises!
sweating sweating sweating~~~
tomorrow again!
and
have presentation....sien....
i haven't do my preparation:(
can i just leave it?
hopefully......
but that's immposibble!
so better do my preparation now!
bye:)

-xoxo-

没礼貌的人太多了

有些东西不用做太出脸，因为我心里早就懂了~
别把我当成没尊严的家伙，
我也有爸妈生的。。。
自重的就别跑来问多多，
给自己台阶下~
也许你早就讨厌我了，
我想告诉你的是，
我已开始讨厌你自从你那不削的眼神经常在我眼中出现！

essay!!!

helpless:( :( :(

what can i do?

you're totally freaking me out!!!

and i did the research also cant make this work...

help help help....

and it's just left 3 days!

the time is not enough for me to do...

shit!

wth!!!

bye!

-xoxo-

061110

today is kenny's birthday...

kenny is my classmate so we are planning

go to coco banana for his birthday~

tonight will be my first time in kl~

actually i don't want go coco banana

since i think that i won't have fun at there...

anyway, i m still going:(

happy birthday to kenny ong:)

my day just passed like this...

today, i woke up at 2 something,

like a pig right?

because i used to that:(

after that, i hav a maggie mee again as my lunch,

so sad huh..everyday eat this kind of thing..

i went to pyramid bought some food eventually

since i think maggie mee is unhealthy...

so i bought bread, cheese, some vege, some eggs and bla bla bla...

i think its enough for me to eat for one week, perhaps...

sound impossible huh?

it's truth^^

miss my dad and mum badly

they don't let me go back in the deevapali holidays

so bad:(

but i wont mad at them,

since i have no point to go back

for a few days

so i better stay at here~

okay, stop here~

-xoxo-

waiting you

recently, I've come round

to the idea now.

all good things are worth waiting for, aren't they?

I'm willing to wait if you are...

tomorrow night i might be coco banana there

for celebrate kenny's birthday..

hope i will have fun there with my classmate:)

-xoxo-

let it's honest here

i'm tired of thinking, of talking...

that week which is kind of bad week

for that kind of stuff...

something like this doesn't just get fixed.

but on the whole,

i'm still can face all the problem now...

who can see into my soul?

nobody...

we both know how that end, right?

i couldn't have been more wrong...

i'm just pretend like it would all be OK

but totally not, who knows?

i'm just wanna create a life as someone new

someone without the past,

without the pain,

but it's not easy...

as the bad thing stay with you,

they follow you,

you cant escape them as much as you want to...

-xoxo-

i hate myself

i really hate myself...i really do...

woke up with headache...

actually i cant sleep last nite.....

maybe i hav sleep but always woke up...

i just can say i really hate myself...

wtf