观点与态度

人生的观点与态度会影响人的一生，

什么是改变命运？

命=习惯

运=态度

改变习惯与态度=改变命运

朋友，你会梦想成真。。。

相信自己，因为除了你自己没有人会相信你

人生可以有过错但不可以有错过。

出生没得选但自己的人生由自己选择

领悟

财富不一定是一辈子的朋友，

不过朋友一定是一辈子的财富。

Wealth is not a lifelong friend,

 a friend is the wealth of a lifetime.

goneT.T

i cant accept my favorite dress gone~

sad~

get hurt deeply

my heart is bleeding now~

how can i turn it back?

tell me pls~

T.T

haha

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我怎么了？

我怎么了？

面对现实才是最重要的，

那就是读书！

散场的拥抱

从你的眼角 慢慢的明了
我能做的很少 

原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊
你选的电影 像某种预告 不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护的祈祷 温柔的讨好
爱能让人渺小 苦笑冒充微笑

浪漫得不肯逃

我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你的心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照

sweating!

wohuuuu!!!!
feel great after exercises!
sweating sweating sweating~~~
tomorrow again!
and
have presentation....sien....
i haven't do my preparation:(
can i just leave it?
hopefully......
but that's immposibble!
so better do my preparation now!
bye:)

-xoxo-

没礼貌的人太多了

有些东西不用做太出脸，因为我心里早就懂了~
别把我当成没尊严的家伙，
我也有爸妈生的。。。
自重的就别跑来问多多，
给自己台阶下~
也许你早就讨厌我了，
我想告诉你的是，
我已开始讨厌你自从你那不削的眼神经常在我眼中出现！

essay!!!

helpless:( :( :(

what can i do?

you're totally freaking me out!!!

and i did the research also cant make this work...

help help help....

and it's just left 3 days!

the time is not enough for me to do...

shit!

wth!!!

bye!

-xoxo-

061110

today is kenny's birthday...

kenny is my classmate so we are planning

go to coco banana for his birthday~

tonight will be my first time in kl~

actually i don't want go coco banana

since i think that i won't have fun at there...

anyway, i m still going:(

happy birthday to kenny ong:)

my day just passed like this...

today, i woke up at 2 something,

like a pig right?

because i used to that:(

after that, i hav a maggie mee again as my lunch,

so sad huh..everyday eat this kind of thing..

i went to pyramid bought some food eventually

since i think maggie mee is unhealthy...

so i bought bread, cheese, some vege, some eggs and bla bla bla...

i think its enough for me to eat for one week, perhaps...

sound impossible huh?

it's truth^^

miss my dad and mum badly

they don't let me go back in the deevapali holidays

so bad:(

but i wont mad at them,

since i have no point to go back

for a few days

so i better stay at here~

okay, stop here~

-xoxo-

waiting you

recently, I've come round

to the idea now.

all good things are worth waiting for, aren't they?

I'm willing to wait if you are...

tomorrow night i might be coco banana there

for celebrate kenny's birthday..

hope i will have fun there with my classmate:)

-xoxo-

let it's honest here

i'm tired of thinking, of talking...

that week which is kind of bad week

for that kind of stuff...

something like this doesn't just get fixed.

but on the whole,

i'm still can face all the problem now...

who can see into my soul?

nobody...

we both know how that end, right?

i couldn't have been more wrong...

i'm just pretend like it would all be OK

but totally not, who knows?

i'm just wanna create a life as someone new

someone without the past,

without the pain,

but it's not easy...

as the bad thing stay with you,

they follow you,

you cant escape them as much as you want to...

-xoxo-

i hate myself

i really hate myself...i really do...

woke up with headache...

actually i cant sleep last nite.....

maybe i hav sleep but always woke up...

i just can say i really hate myself...

wtf

Happy Mid Autumn Festival=)

this was my sweet mid autumn festival i ever have...

i wont forget it=)

hav a nice dinner with my aunt's family

at 龙的传人( one utama)=)

the food there really nice and

ate until very full...

after that we went to cool storage there bought

some stuff(actually was for me one)

really feel happily bcoz i can

take dinner with my relative at

Mid Autumn Festival!!!

my aunt is so nice to me=)

by the way, the most important thing is

porsche!

it is so fast...wo huuuuuu=)

continue my study,

bye

-xoxo-

home sweet home

i miss my home badly...

when i got back here i already wanna back again ti my real home...

how good hav a lot of food was waiting me

when i was woke up at that holidays...

miss that week so much...

AND

i miss my dad and mum too...

DAD, MUM i LOVE u!!!

fortunately,

i will be back after 2 week...

so good=)

BUT this week will become a busy, tired, exhaust week!

a lot of assignment and assessment is waiting ME!

come on, renee beh!

try your best!!

-xoxo-

step up(3D)

wao,

i just can say that

was a nice movie i ever have watched in this month...

really excited when the music come up,

and one fellow come one by come and dance together..

really great...

that was amazing...

althought that was 20 bucks but it was worth...

haha...

mad is it?

20 bucks for one movie>.<

hav a nice day with txp, kaiwen and maski...

i would like to watch it again...

i also excited bcoz 2moro i m going to my hometown

sp!!!not sunway pyramid...haha^^

-xoxo-

i dont know when i will feel touching

when i chatting with my dad and mum...

really touch deeply inside my heart...

i really miss u all som much...

and DAD

i want to say

i LOVE U SO MUCH...

sincerely....

u r the GREATEST father in the world...

haha~

shame shame...

-xoxo-

random

seem like my blog is gonna grow muchroom>.<

something happen last night,

but i dont want say out...

bcoz i know the i cant make something to happen again...

enuff...really enuff...

we all know tat guy is like tat,

he still like tat...

and he is the始俑者...

everything he said finish,

and he lying to us...

i cant believe that...

he is a bad guy...

fortunately, we....

if not, i cant imagine..

i cant go for a guy like him...

really cant...

last nite talk with her almost 1 hour more...

tiring me...

but it's quite fun because i know ady...

i never want to hurt you or do something bad

just as a girl when we angry sure will say out something bad

but really tat time only,

after that i will forget..

bcoz i cant angry anyone for a long time...

i really cant,i dont know why...

actually i also knew that she didt do any wrong

just beh siok only...

but if anyone wan to do something bad to me and it's on purpose

and take it long time to me...

i will let u know, i m not the ppl who r easy to screw by anyone...

i m human being.

i got dignity...

dont try to test me...

i never try to not fren with u

but u r trying to away me.

so i just be myself and u will know it later...

busy

this week become a busy week...

essay, assignment, presentation...

all come together...

really turn me mad.

i m still getting fatter fatter and fatter,

how can i loss my weight in one week?

u know why？

because i'm going back to hometown next week>.<

i can't imagine what emotion will going to appear on the ENGWERNTZE face...

he will laugh at me=.=

when i think about it i really feel frustrate because i can't show him i will loss my weight!

how?

face the truth is it?

shouldn't me?

haiz...

stop here, continue my assignment>.<

-xoxo-

i find myself=)

i find myself when i with you all=)

it's was a nice day when i saw all of you infront of me...

i found out everything is going to be okay bcoz you all have given me what i really want.

you all know me..and i also know u all...

that's easy...

yesterday we all celebrated steven's birthday with baskin robin cake..

so nice=)

after that we went to pyramid shopping(brought one pant)

and then we took our dinner with siokyee and his boy fren at sakea..

last but no least,

we

helpless

i fell helpless.....the feeling is strongly screw inside my mind...

but wat can i do?

wat can i expect?

nothing.....

maybe tat is my fault...

or they think they are doing the rite thing until now....

never mind...

i be myself...

atleast my dad told me like tat...

just only time can prove it, rite?

today i have my dinner with junyi steven lee again~

and runling is overnight here...

SHE is chatting with my dear(yien ling) now~

haha...maybe we are separate with each other in difference places...

but our heart is still together...

our friendship is never change...

-xoxo-

did i do a wrong decision?

omg..omg...

i cant believe tat i can do it~

the kidney and lung into the chicken's cavity make me feel disgusting~

by the way, i feel tat i choose a wrong course..

did't i?

so scare...

bcoz all of there is money!!!

money!!!

however, i will try my best to use to it>.<

and now, i same station with a new classmate...

hope tat everyday going smoothly...

just pray for it=)

-xoxo-

唯一♥

我很开心。。。
我的好朋友都找到了她们的幸福。。。
唯独我。。。
嘴里说不寂寞，但有时还真希望有人能在我身边给我点支持。。。
哪怕是那么一点点。。。
但现在的我绝对不会向爱情服输，因为我依然是我。。
很开心我终于忘了那个人。。。
他就这样从我身边消失了。。。
有点不可思议~
因为我做到了。。。也许是时间帮我做到了。。
但到目前为止，你还是那个唯一。。。
等待下一个唯一的出现。。。
-xoxo

tired

wao, one day watch two movie...
how geng hav i?
hav fun with them....
runling,zhongyee,alvin and yongming....
finally we meet again...
we are stay at the same appartment...so good!!!
last nite 6am just fall asleep...tat's tiring me!!!
and i promise them for helping them clean their house>.<
but their house i still can tahan la~not very dirty also=)
maybe we will take dinner 2gether...so hope all of us hav a nice day^^
-xoxo

no more such thing

everything should be change...bcoz that's not worth...really...

college life

i love my college life so much althought it's quite busy...

everyday i must wake up at 6 and go back at 6...

12 hours i never rest?

how can i do it?

bcoz i enjoy it!!!

sometimes want go to work more sien lo but really can learn a lot of things especially F&B!

kunno, shinyee, and kei kei is always around beside me...

they are treat me quite good..

so appreciated wat i hav rite now...

just now hav lunch with them at domino's pizza..

so tasty bout the pizza...

wan to go there next time>.<

pastry class

after we baked it

have a nice day with kunno

we made it together with out heart

♥

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

dad's birthday

today is my dad's birthday.....happy birthday to my dad^^

dad, u r become older a bit le lo~hahahaha

have a nice day^^

i m so sorry i m not beside you and celebrate with u....

i love you, dad>.<

heart broken

heart broken......i know tat u r not belong to me even before...

AND i m not belong to anyone too....

maybe u r lying to me and it will break our friendship...

do u care?but the truth ady prove everything....

the drama end already...and the ending which we ady know tat~

however, my heart still bleeding....

i m still thinking whether i want trust or not to trust you....

time will prove eveything....

=(

lazy

dont know why i am so lazy bout the whole day~slept whole day and lying on my bed>.<

althought i ady promised HIM to control my diet but i still dont know tat i can do for it or not~

but i really scare tat they all laugh at me when they look at me=.=

i really become fatter and fatter until i have feel very tight when i have wear my clothes=.=

so how?

just can on diet>.<

-x0x0

full~

today my stomach really full>.<

i seem like non stop of eating~how come?

in the morning i ady taken my breakfast and then i still have my food at the college!!!!

so tam jia!!!

after i reach my home bout 4pm like tat continue to take my food(cintan mee) oso

7pm,i take my dinner with don haris(DC33) in Golden Pan Mee

but after tat we go IOI mall for shopping~haha

still hav exercise ko^^hehe

miss my mummy badly(actually miss the food she cook)haha

maybe this saturday i will move over suriamas le^^but no money le,how???

not dare to ask daddy for the allowance~bcoz i over used le>.<

i gtg le~byebye

free~

finally, i am free to update my blogger
really busy recently>.<
and really not enuff sleep=.=
how?my face become worse day after day~how come!!!!so sad
and i miss ong junyi, mika hk, undefined eng, ck and a lot of my best fren>.<
miss them badly~miss the stuff around sp~hehe, especially the frog porridge^^
today is my geografy final assessment...G@G.com >.<
all i memories is gone when i go inside the LT1...shit...whatever la,at least i ady try my best just now junyi upload sonme picture we had taken before~it's bring back the good old days^^
thanks u all guy for being my fren^^Appreciates the finer things(tat is u all)

♥end♥

luckily

today can say is my lucky day bcoz all the group member said that my presentation was better than before^^happy^^thanks for the comment,i will remind myself to do better than tat....but i am thinking bout the marks of presentation>.< i think the marks tat is very low bcoz they said i never look at the lecturer~omg,really?bcoz i really forgot^^maybe i m too panic,just wan to finish my presentation=.=by the way~i hav some improved~tat's good for me~i m new here so my eng is very bad so sure like tat one la~hehe~forgive me o, my dearest lecturer^^


unfortunately,my schoolmate cant fetch me back=.= i nid to thanks kunno very much if not i really dont know how i come back to my house~hope tat my schoolmate can fetch me back everyday until i moveover suriamas^^i will pray tat>.<

wat the f**k!!!

i hate u!so geli!!!so fake!how can u did this kind of thing!!!hate you!!!
i am so angry now sad as well!dont know how to express out all the things!!!luckily jun yi pick up my call~but i m still angry~i m stupid!!!u r my relative,how can u did it....and how stupid i am...why i trust u?why?tell me why?shit,f**k!!!!!i should die!!!

谢谢你~

是你，
让我相信我还可以拥有一段美好的爱情
是你，
让我相信这个世界还有那么一个爱我的的人
是你，
让我知道爱情可以那么的伤，恐怖，绝望
是你，
让我不再相信爱情
是你，
让我只想好好保护自己

谢谢你

i miss u

♥mummy

realistic~

some of the kl ppl really realistic~all they say everyday wont excluded money~they wont remember who has helped u before!they really wont remember!wth...by the way,i wont help some of this ppl who ingratitude~

害怕~

婆婆跌倒了，不知该如何是好？
身在异地的我什么也不能做。。。。。
妈咪最近都睡不好就是因为我，好内疚。。。
觉得自己很没用，唯一能做的就是读好书，让你们觉得一切都是值得的~
i♥u-mummy and daddy

DH36

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my classmate^^elvin looks like very funny~haha...by the way,we are happiest and enjoyable...

a memorable bollywood night

It was a unforgettable night... appreciate all of you've done for us.....thanks DH33^^

appreciate

i m so appreciate wat i hav now~really~

reborn~

i m a new in here~kl~a big city~past is belongs to past,i will forget all the unhappy memories in the past~i m reborn~